I am alone at home.. Peace at last.. All not home.. I had to go to my granma's house later.. Mum had been complaining we seldom visit thm nowadays..
Come to think back.. I still love the secondary sch times where i use to stay at home alone.. Both parents were working then.. although i had to do most of the things myself like cookin food, washing, cleaning up the house, i love all my freedom.. No restriction of telephoning timing, gaming, timing and my studying time.. I did manage to scored very well den.. After tat i dunno wat happen.. lolx.. Results flop after sec 2 when disturbances came in.. That's wat i believe.. I always told my mum i would like to stay by myself.. Now that i'm use to her doing all the housework, i fear, i can't cope with everything myself outside.. But i believe i still have to cope with that when i'm in US..
the 2 siblings prefer to stay with my grandparents.. Not that i dun like my grandparents but is just too many ppl living together.. Rather messy.. I prefer studying in a quiet environment.. Not with the elderly nagging beside bout their own stuffs.. Perhaps i'm the loner kind of person who prefers to do things alone.. Yet now mum is at home most of the time.. So i jus have to get use to it..
I dun despite the cosy lil hdb we had but we just kept too many things at home.. Everywhere is jus packed with things.. And u can't even find a place for u to plug in that lappy, sit comfortably and start blogging or listen to ya fav song.. A while later, u'll be disturb by someone who wanted to walk across to the room or to somewhere else of the house.. U just have to keep switching places.. Sometimes that daddy will come asking to use ya com to ebt on his soccer and his a while is like 1-2 hours..
But i still love my family.. That dad who strive hard enough to feed the whole family after my mum stopped working.. and the nagging mum - she works hard equally hard even after the op.. although sometimes she feels tired she still tries her best not to disturb the studying or the working people..
Afterall these, I should consider these impt qns:
" what if i love US too much tat i wanted to stay there the rest of my life?""What if i fell in love with an ang moh there?"
i know my dad will kill me but what to do when it hits me at that point in timeEnlighten me pls... Tag ME pls.. i've got more qns but i got no time.. Blog some other time.. i've got sth more impt to do.. Tata reader..
