Bothered...
i'm blogging due to the boredom.. not in the mood for drama or for anything else..somehow off that perfect mood.. perfectionist way of thinking.. i need everything to be in order, gg my way.. but it's not.. wat shld i do??Endure and it will be over..
Someone said dun take a ruler to measure what u do for everyone or what everyone do to u.. by doing it u wun be so jing jing ji jiao.. Sounds easy but not easy though.. Is jus a nature to start comparing and measuring.. [how long i takes to wait for that person? How demanding the person is??how much do i sacrifics for this person?? how much u spend on this person?]
CASE STUDY for everyone
i got a class mate or now a team mate..
the person approach me asking to join our team...
I reply i'll consult my other team mates and get back asap.. (i admit that i was busy with sth else and din really msg other team mates.. i tot i could do it a while later)
After an hour or so..
the person msg me say another team mate says ok...
[ok here's a qns? where do i stand?? can i say no after that??] i'm like what the hell.. forget it den.. this person better dun spoilt my grades or i'll get the hell out of him.. i' can't afford to fail..
Haiz.. Bothered.. Provoked.. Mad.. and gg Insane..
i guess is hard to deal with someone like me huh?? Sorry pals...
