what shld i say? utterly disappointed? anrgry? guilty? Mixed feelings... I'm crying on cab home.. and i'm crying now.. . i feel bad suddenly.. Impact is so deep i guess i'm nv gonna sleep tonite.. Scold myself being so soft-hearted in the first place.. But am i the one to be BLAME? If u hadn't insist on going we wun not have even go.. Izzit wrong to push the blame on her? *finger pointing again! Ya i admit is my fault.. What am i supposed to do now?? I dunno where she is and i dunno if she's fine..
Blame myself for leaving her in lurch but she's the one who push me off.. I nv wanted to leave.. u flare up on me when i din wanna leave... What to do? i'm lost.. shld i call? I'm find myself useless.. i Know PPL REALLY CHANGE...
Arghh.. How do i seperate a good man and a bad man?
Bestie:: if i were to seek help? i knew u will scold me.. i think u nv expected to heard this from me and u will be angry at me for being so stupid AGAIN..
SOS!!
